Sunday, August 2, 2009

hello world!!!
im awake at tis point of time when i actually slp at 4am !!
i fucking woke up at 8.
which means i onli had 4hours of slp...
but sumhow i m veri hyper:D
stupid me cried the whole nite.
bloody hell.
i hate u!
angela chia had nv done this kkind of tings b4.
angela chia use to tink tat crying over a guy is a stupid ting.
but now, im doing it..
n ya..
JOEL TAN SAYS TAT IF HE CATCHES ME SLASHING MY WRIST I HAVE TO PAY SAMBAN!!
LOL.
he say mux be SGD.
but he nv tell me pay how much sia...
ppl ard me are trying to help me get back on my feets,
but i dun wan to move on..
i noe life goes on...
but i dun noe how to move on in life w/o u.
thanks kargee, kor, mandy, gab, caiqi, davis, yalan 4 being there all the time when i needed you...
n thanks joel oso.
althou he doesnt noe wats goin on,
but he is still there to persuade me...
rules tat some of them set.
kargee, i cant mention ____ in front of her, if not she can whack me n i cant whack back..
joel- cannot slash wrist, if not pay fines.
what the others did.
mandy- chatting till l8 nites wif me...
gab- 4 offering to whack tat jerk up.
caiqi- being there 4 me to nag at the the same ting over n over again...
kor- letting me whack him whenever i needed to vent my anger...
davis- 4 telling me tat he will always be there when i nided a listening ear..
yalan- 4 giving me advice.
but still..
with all these help,
i cant get on wif life.
i hate u 4 watever u did.
hate u 4 making me lyk tis.
making a strong gal lyk me such hurt tat i cant even move on wif life now.
making me cry myself to slp everynite.
I HATE YOU
i so wish tat i get knock down by a car n 4get everyting.
everyting abt u.
n tats selective memory loss.
y i dun have tis DELETE BUTTON in me,
so tat i can delete everyting abt u..
or better off, let me die.
so tat i can stop sufferin...
I HATE YOU




一个人走一走,街灯下的路口
yi ge ren zou yi zou, jie deng xia de lu kou
握不紧的双手,不知怎么形容
wo bu jin de shuang shou, bu zhi zen me xing rong

已被你击退的我,不知道该往哪走
yi bei ni ji tui de wo,bu zhi dao gai wang na zou

想不到 挽留的借口
xiang bu dao wan liu de jie kou

面对面的握手
mian dui mian de wo shou

你已经不爱我 
ni yi jing bu ai wo

愤怒全都没收
fen nu quan dou mei shou

让我一无所有
rang wo yi wu suo you

怎么能重新来过
zen me neng chong xin lai guo

你怎么能够**
ni zen me neng gou **

怎么都 等不及我 回头
zen me dou deng bu ji wo hui tou

狼心的话,全都讲完
lang xin de hua, quan dou jiang wan

剩下的路,各走一半
sheng xia de lu, ge zou yi ban

也许我真的不够勇敢
ye xu wo zhen de bu gou yong gan

毕竟相爱一场有太多片断
bi jing xiang ai yi chang you tai duo pian duan

告诉我,怎么能忘记你的笑容
gao su wo, zen me neng wang ji ni de xiao rong

告诉我怎么做才是普通朋友
gao su wo zen me zuo cai shi pu tong peng you

假如你用心守候,不会是这个结果
jia ru ni yong xin shou hou, bu hui shi zhe ge jie guo

你说的我都懂
ni shuo de wo dou dong

我却不能够 就这样放手
wo que bu neng gou  jiu zhe yang fang shou

告诉我 悲伤的时候会想起我
gao su wo bei shang de shi hou hui xiang qi wo

告诉我 你舍得让我独自漂泊
gao su wo ni she de rang wo du zi piao bo

有些话说不出口
you xie hua shuo bu chu kou

害怕又犯下了错
hai pa you fan xia le cuo

分手还没有说泪就先流
fen shou hai mei you shuo lei jiu xian liu


lyrics 4 gao su wo.
i included pinyin tis time 4 those who dunno how to read:D
there was 1 point of time i hated tis song bcos of sum1.
now i rely on tis song to let me slp,
let me cry myself to slp....





ANGELA♥

" She’s a lil girl,
living in her perfect world
Until the bad guy come,
and tore everything apart.."








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